Vera Naomi

Conan Gray｜Memories

It's been a couple months
已經過了幾個月了
That's just about enough time
時間剛剛好足夠
For me to stop crying when I look at all the pictures
夠讓我不再一看到照片就想哭
Now I kinda smile, I haven't felt that in a while
現在我會莞爾一笑 我已經沒有那種感覺很久了
It's late, I hear the door
很晚了 我聽到門口的聲音
Bell ringing and it's pouring
門鈴響起時正下著大雨
I open up that door, see your brown eyes at the entrance
我打開大門 在玄關看到你的棕色眼睛
You just wanna talk and
你只是想說說話
I can't turn away a wet dog
而且我無法拒絕一隻落湯雞
 

But please don't ruin this for me
但請不要毀了這一切
Please don't make it harder than it already is
請不要再讓一切難上加難
I'm trying to get over this
我很努力試著要跨過這一切
 

I wish that you would stay in my memories
我希望你只留在我的回憶裡
But you show up today, just to ruin things
但你今天卻又出現 單單只是要擾亂一切
I wanna put you in the past 'cause I'm traumatized
我想把你留在過去 因為我深受傷害
But you're not letting me do that, 'cause tonight
但你卻不許我這麼做 因為今晚
You're all drunk in my kitchen, curled in the fetal position
你在我的廚房裡 爛醉如泥 像個嬰兒蜷曲在地
Too busy playing the victim to be listening to me when I say
忙於假扮成一個受害者而無法認真聽我說
"I wish that you would stay in my memories"
「我希望你只留在我的回憶裡」
In my memories, stay in my memories
在我的回憶裡 只留在回憶裡
 

Now I can't say goodbye if you stay here the whole night
要是你決定在這待上整晚 現在的我無法說再見
You see, it's hard to find an end to something that you keep beginning
你看吧 很難就這樣畫上句點 因為你一直不斷地重複上演
Over and over again
一次又一次地
I promise that the ending always stays the same
我保證結局始終如一
So there's no good reason in make believing that we could ever exist again
因此絕不會有什麼理由能說服我相信「我們」能再次存在
I can't be your friend, can't be your lover
我不能做你的友人、不能做你的愛人
Can't be the reason we hold back each other from falling in love
不能作為彼此之間相互阻礙對方再次淪陷的原因
With somebody other than me
阻礙你與任何我以外的人相愛
 

I wish that you would stay in my memories
我希望你只留在我的回憶裡
But you show up today, just to ruin things
但你今天卻又出現 單單只是要擾亂一切
I wanna put you in the past 'cause I'm traumatized
我想把你留在過去 因為我深受傷害
But you're not letting me do that, 'cause tonight
但你卻不許我這麼做 因為今晚
You're all drunk in my kitchen, curled in the fetal position
你在我的廚房裡 爛醉如泥 像個嬰兒蜷曲在地
Too busy playing the victim to be listening to me when I say
忙於假扮成一個受害者而無法認真聽我說
"I wish that you would stay in my memories"
「我希望你只留在我的回憶裡」
In my memories, stay in my memories
在我的回憶裡 只留在回憶裡
 

Since you came
既然你都來了
I guess I'll let you stay
我想我會讓你留下
For as long as it takes
看你需要多久的時間
To grab your books and your coat
佢那你的書、你的大衣、
And that one good cologne
和那支很棒的、
That you bought when we were fighting
你在我們吵架的時候買的古龍水
'Cause it's still on my clothes, everything that I own
因為他的香味還停留在我的衣服上、和我所有的東西上
And it makes me feel like dying
如此這般讓我感覺像是正在死去
I was barely just surviving
我勉勉強強才撐得上是活著

I wish that you would stay in my memories
我希望你只留在我的回憶裡
But you show up today, just to ruin things
但你今天卻又出現 單單只是要擾亂一切
I wanna put you in the past 'cause I'm traumatized
我想把你留在過去 因為我深受傷害
But you're not letting me do that, 'cause tonight
但你卻不許我這麼做 因為今晚
You're all drunk in my kitchen, curled in the fetal position
你在我的廚房裡 爛醉如泥 像個嬰兒蜷曲在地
Too busy playing the victim to be listening to me when I say
忙於假扮成一個受害者而無法認真聽我說
"I wish that you would stay in my memories"
「我希望你只留在我的回憶裡」
In my memories, stay in my memories
在我的回憶裡 只留在回憶裡